Post by madness on May 14, 2020 0:14:53 GMT
It was a nice calm night, the darkness of the night with the beautiful light of the stars shining down upon the tom's dark sliver and black pelt, the warrior was sitting down right by the entrance of the den away from the others. His calm crimson eyes was a bit sad as he looked up into the stars, soon he begins to let out a soft sigh as he begins to look down at his paws as his ears pin down onto his head. He was deep in thought, deep into his memories...things he wishes to forget but like usual He couldn't sleep and he just couldn't just rest since he knows whenever he dreams he'll just see those events happen to him.. over and over again, he just quickly shakes his head with a light growl to try to push those memories away and soon he just takes a deep breath and slowly lets it out as he stands up and begins to walk out of the den fully to sit down by the wall of the den away from the entrance.
He just wanted to push those thoughts away, he just wanted to rest and finally feel whole again but... like always he felt empty.. cold and just here.. he was just alive and breathing. He just begins to close his eyes a bit and take a deep breath and soon he breathes out again to calm himself before his thoughts take over again and he ends up not sleeping anytime soon, he begins to open his eyes and soon looks up at the sky again to stare at the stars and soon... he begins to speak in a dark husky voice it was enough to send shivers down many spines. "...I wonder if you are still watching me.. after what I did, after the trophy I gained and now where around my neck to spite you...do you still shine my path... or did you finally leave me be.." he closes his eyes and sighs again "....how foolish I am.. to think they'll hear me..."
He just wanted to push those thoughts away, he just wanted to rest and finally feel whole again but... like always he felt empty.. cold and just here.. he was just alive and breathing. He just begins to close his eyes a bit and take a deep breath and soon he breathes out again to calm himself before his thoughts take over again and he ends up not sleeping anytime soon, he begins to open his eyes and soon looks up at the sky again to stare at the stars and soon... he begins to speak in a dark husky voice it was enough to send shivers down many spines. "...I wonder if you are still watching me.. after what I did, after the trophy I gained and now where around my neck to spite you...do you still shine my path... or did you finally leave me be.." he closes his eyes and sighs again "....how foolish I am.. to think they'll hear me..."
