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Post by Thorne on Apr 11, 2021 2:00:09 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","biggieno"] [attr="class","textieno"]This was a conversation she'd been dreading.[break][break]
Ravenstar sat down in front of her den, grooming her paws. Crowthroat was due to return from his patrol with Daisypaw and a small group of warriors soon. The molly was not oblivious to the tom's feelings towards her, she knew all too well Crowthroat felt something. She just felt incredibly guilty that she had to use it as a cover for her relationship with Stormstar.[break][break]
This wasn't how things were supposed to go.[break][break]
StarClan blessed them with two kits but cursed them with two Air Elementals. And Spiderface had made sure to remind her that she couldn't keep them around.[break][break]
She lifted her eyes when she saw the black and white tom return to camp and stood up, making her way over to him. She dipped her head in greeting to Daisypaw and flicked her tail, signalling the apprentice that she was dismissed. Ravenstar looked into Crowthroat's eyes. "We need to talk in private. In my den." She said, her tone somewhat cold.
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Post by Jinx on Apr 11, 2021 2:43:09 GMT
- And my time i feel is nearly over -
Crowthroat padded into camp, holding small-talk with Daisypaw when Ravenstar approached. He dipped his head, then waved his tail as his apprentice was dismissed. The tom turned his attention back to Ravenstar as she requested that they speak in private. Based on her tone and demeanor, this was serious. Crowthroat nodded and began to follow her to her den.
"May I ask what this is about?" He looked at her as he entered, sitting down and wrapping his tail around his paws. Normally, he wouldn't mind spending time with Ravenstar, in fact he always looked forward to it.
The way she'd been acting recently wasn't right. It wasn't the same. And her tone when saying they needed to talk wasn't appreciated. Something was bothering her and that bothered him. word count, notes, n stuff
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Post by Thorne on Apr 11, 2021 3:18:55 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","biggieno"] [attr="class","textieno"]Ravenstar nodded when he asked, following him into her den. She sighed and sat down, wrapping her tail around her paws. "I'm not exactly sure how to go about this conversation, honestly." She meowed, looking away.[break][break]
The molly shuffled her paws awkwardly, trying to find the right words. "I...I need a huge favour of you if you're willing." She started, looking at the tom. "I already know how you feel, and I understand that this is so much to ask of someone." She said.[break][break]
"I..." Ravenstar looked away. What would he think of her? How could she even tell him? What would she say? How much could she say without giving up her relationship with Stormstar? "Crowthroat, I'm expecting kits, and the father is...unwilling to take up responsibility." She said. "Out of respect for his wishes, I won't name him, however, I'd still like for them to have a father." Ravenstar said.[break][break]
"I know what it's like to grow up with a father who resents you. I want them to have a loving father, but they aren't yours, so I know it's a lot to ask." She frowned. Ravenstar flicked her ear. "If you're willing...I'd love for you to step in." She looked at him. "But if you don't want to, I accept your wishes as well. Especially considering your own feelings in the matter."
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Post by Jinx on Apr 11, 2021 17:40:32 GMT
- And my time i feel is nearly over -
Crowthroat nodded as she first started to speak. He watched her movements, flicking his ear. Everything about her demeanor seemed off. There wasn't the same confidence, the same pride. She seemed torn between something, and it killed him to see her so clearly upset about something.
As she asked if he could do a favor, he nodded. "Of course, anything." He said. He listened on, and furrowed his brow as she spoke of knowing how he felt. Was she aware of his feelings towards her? Why even bring that up? Unless...?
"Crowthroat, I'm expecting kits."
His heart sank. How? Who? Countless questions flooded his mind as he struggled to process that phrase. Another tom had her heart, not him.
And apparently that tom didn't appreciate it.
He could hardly process everything she'd been saying to him. Crowthroat looked down at his paws, trying to push back every spiteful thing he wanted to say to her. He didn't want to listen to her explanation of her actions, of why she wanted him to step in as their father when they weren't even his.
"So I'm just your second choice then." He growled. He looked up at her, heartbreak in his eyes. "What was so special about him? If you knew how I felt, why the hell would you chase after someone else, who's clearly decided to hurt you?"
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Post by Thorne on Apr 12, 2021 3:42:26 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","biggieno"] [attr="class","textieno"]The molly didn't flinch at Crowthroat's reaction to the entire situation. If she were in his paws, she'd likely ask the same questions. She'd probably feel the same way as him. She wished she could tell him, truly she did, however, her love for Stormstar was too important. She couldn't make it known that she'd been seeing the WindClan tom in secret the past few moons. Only StarClan knew how Crowthroat would react to her betrayal to the code, to her Clan. The Clan that she risked everything to build.[break][break]
She could offer him no comfort in the situation. Ravenstar had to be patient with him. She was dealing with a cat who was emotionally distressed. She could only answer his questions, however dishonest she had to be to cover her tracks. It killed her to lie to her closest companion in DarkClan, but this was just how fate made it be.[break][break]
"You're not just a second choice, Crowthroat." She started. "He was special to me in so many ways that I cannot explain. I loved him, truly, I did." Ravenstar said.[break][break]
The molly shook her head. "If I knew this was how things would have played out, I wouldn't have allowed myself to get wrapped up in this mess. I wouldn't have given him a single thought, but I did, and it was my mistake." She lied.[break][break]
Ravenstar flicked an ear. "I understand if you need time to think on this decision, and I understand if you refuse." She said. "If you want to end our friendship, I accept your decision as well." She frowned. "You were always good to me, Crowthroat. I hope you know how much I appreciate your loyalty."
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Post by Jinx on May 6, 2021 16:45:58 GMT
- And my time i feel is nearly over -
Crowthroat flattened his ears as she spoke. He lashed his tail as she spoke, not liking her excuses. She had hurt his pride, wrongfully used his loyalty and dedication to her.
He stood up and turned to leave as she continued to spoke. "Your mistake?" Crowthroat turned his head. "Your mistake is bringing innocent kits into this dilemma you have with your supposed former mate! You'll be hurting them just as much as you're hurting me." He ruffled his fur.
The tom sighed. "I'll take his place, but not for you. It's for the kits." He grumbled. "But whatever we had is done, Ravenstar."
Crowthroat padded out of the den without another word. word count, notes, n stuff
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