simonwho
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Post by simonwho on Jun 18, 2021 0:29:30 GMT
Rowanfang sat quietly in camp, glancing around nervously. Ebonystream was nowhere to be found; hadn't she gone on patrol? He couldn't remember. Despite his sisters...aggressive nature, the normally anxious tom would often be seen fleeing to her. The black tom loved his sibling dearly, though he was so...different from her. He wasn't confident, or strong. He wasn't Ebonystream. At times, he felt he was more a burden to Darkclan than anything. Sure, at times he could be confident and assertive, but it was so rare, and he would only do it in the presence of other anxiety ridden cats.
But other cats had worse problems than he did. His self esteem could wait; his clan needed him. But how could he help? He didn't have very many friends. Well, he didn't have ANY friends. He attributed that to always shadowing his sister. Did his clan think badly of him? Oh, what if they did? What if they hated him? No, of course they didn't, right? If they did, he wouldn't be here.
Why did he always come back to his own problems?
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Post by Jinx on Jun 18, 2021 15:52:41 GMT
- I used to have a voice -
Another day was coming to a close, and thank StarClan for that. Crowthroat was tired. Patrols were increased along the newly formed ravine and the tom had put himself on few. They still didn't know if it was stable or not. It was a new obstacle in their path to Five Stones, and the next Gathering was coming soon.
Crowthroat needed a distraction from everything. Patrols, Ravenstar, keeping up their little lie. He just needed time to breathe.
His eyes fell on another Clanmate who seemed just as troubled as him. Maybe talking to Rowanfang and letting the other tom vent, if he wanted to, would help?
Crowthroat walked over to the skinny tom and flicked his tail. "Everything alright, Rowanfang?" word count, notes, n stuff
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simonwho
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Post by simonwho on Jun 18, 2021 16:37:30 GMT
His ears twitched, jumping at the sudden voice. Rowanfang quickly turned around, freezing at the sight of Crowthroat. "Oh, yes, everything is fine! Great, even." The black furred tom gave an awkward chuckle, lowering his head as he spoke. No, everything was not alright, or fine, or great. It was terrible. He had been startled by the sudden earth shaking, and with his sister gone on patrol, he had no one to turn to.
He was being rude, wasn't he? "I'm sorry! Is everything alright with you? With all the...the things going on..." His voice trailed off, gaze lowering to his paws. Was he making a fool of himself? He couldn't tell. Ebonystream would probably think so. Did his clan think that? What if they did? He'd probably go insane if he kept thinking about it. Crowthroat probably pitied the poor nervous wreck. Hell, half the clan most likely did. Maybe that's why they kept him there; he would most certainly die on his own, wouldn't he?
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Post by Jinx on Jun 21, 2021 21:35:56 GMT
- I used to have a voice -
Crowthroat tilted his head when Rowanfang spoke. The warrior seemed on edge. The black and white tom couldn't blame him. With the earth shaking earlier, even he didn't feel fully safe. He just hoped the others would come back with news soon.
When Rowanfang asked how he was doing, he shrugged. "I've been better. The sooner this whole ground-shaking matter is resolved, the better." He meowed. Of course, the rude awakening wasn't the only thing troubling him.
His whole situation with Ravenstar had to be kept under wraps. She made it clear that no one could know that they weren't the perfect family they pretended to be. It made him question the origins of Magpiekit even more than he already did.
"Are you feeling alright after all that? It's natural to be shaken up about it." word count, notes, n stuff
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